today's weather not rili good eh...early in the morning then start rain already....kinda heavy oso...whole day cant see the sun...juz like my heart...my heart was also raining....it cant see the sun for a long time already...will it feel bored wif the raining day??or it already get used of it...i think if one day got chance....it sure hope can see the sun...the sun tat can shine all the ppl...the sun tat can made every ppl happy...juz now i asked my best fren izzit im changed a lot....then she said yes...oh gosh....i changed...!!!she said i changed to like to think a lot...yea...mayb she is rite...im rili owez think bout many things...tats y these few days i cant sleep well n feel moody...i was trying to make myself busy n forget bout the problem...but i noe tat is not a good way to solve the problems...but at least i no need to face it now....im scare to face it... XD
my stress gettin more and more...it is normal to have stress...everybody oso have stress...but...im kinda not rili noe to handle it....and i think my parents and my family oso din notice bout my problems...they owez juz a lil thing happen then angry or mengamuk....like i din help my mom...then she will scold me...and u can heard the furniture bang by her...very funny huh??they like to talk bout money in front of me...i hate to heard tat actually....coz everytime they oso talk bout worry no money to pay the loan...tis n tat....aggh....im tired wif tis....i thinking should i go work after my stpm or continue it to uni??if i go uni...can they affort it??but if i straight away go work after stpm....how much is my salary??i should go where work??wat should i work as???oh gosh....tis is very annoying....my bro not sure next year he wanna continue his study to form 6 or college....if he wanna go college....sure my parents have to pay the expensive fee for him...if i go uni and plus the home loan some more....omg....that is very heavy to them...my parents are old already...haiz...
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Name : Ye leNg @ 3laine
Gender : FemaLe
Age : 20
Date Of Birth : 21 sept 1987
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