i wonder why most of the kkhs's teachers are so mean??they don help the students one eh...very 38 some more....shit....what they said sometimes very hurt one eh...student also is human eh...they also got feel one eh...cannot juz simlpy scold by the teachers one eh...don they know tat will hurt the student?if there is a teacher treat ther child like tat...wat do they think??if they are scold by a teacher like a shit...wat is their feeling???i think when a student failed the exam...teacher should talk something good to galak the student...but not talk those rubbish tat will hurt the student...i think like tat will make the student lost confidence on tat subject....
im the one who lost confidence in my bio subject....n give up tat subject already...juz now when i went find my bio teacher i tell her my situation....other teacher also talk some rubbish....after i heard those teachers said i rili wanna cry...tats very hurt.... -.- my bio teacher also never believe in me one...everytime i told her i did do my revision n memories all the things...but when the exam is started...all those thing will be get lost from my brain.....tats y i will get a poor result...but she don wanna believe me....i wonder y she don wanna believe me???am i looks like love to lie ppl???she is rili hurt me...now i rili don have any confidence tat i can enter uni...im feel so sorry to my parents....they owez wish me can get a good result...but i everytime let them disappointed... -.- when i saw my frens get good result....i something will be jealous on them....no matter how hardworking am i....i will cant get good result... -.- im so stupid...im the stupiest ppl on this world...i am also a terrible n horrible person on this world...
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deng deng....actually nth to write..but im do my revision till very bored already....tats y come here see see n look look n also drop something in here... XD tomolo gonna play those juniors....muahahahahaha...very happy...i wanna play them till they sot sot.... wakakakakaka...
going now...bye bye...keke~
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today's weather not rili good eh...early in the morning then start rain already....kinda heavy oso...whole day cant see the sun...juz like my heart...my heart was also raining....it cant see the sun for a long time already...will it feel bored wif the raining day??or it already get used of it...i think if one day got chance....it sure hope can see the sun...the sun tat can shine all the ppl...the sun tat can made every ppl happy...juz now i asked my best fren izzit im changed a lot....then she said yes...oh gosh....i changed...!!!she said i changed to like to think a lot...yea...mayb she is rite...im rili owez think bout many things...tats y these few days i cant sleep well n feel moody...i was trying to make myself busy n forget bout the problem...but i noe tat is not a good way to solve the problems...but at least i no need to face it now....im scare to face it... XD
my stress gettin more and more...it is normal to have stress...everybody oso have stress...but...im kinda not rili noe to handle it....and i think my parents and my family oso din notice bout my problems...they owez juz a lil thing happen then angry or mengamuk....like i din help my mom...then she will scold me...and u can heard the furniture bang by her...very funny huh??they like to talk bout money in front of me...i hate to heard tat actually....coz everytime they oso talk bout worry no money to pay the loan...tis n tat....aggh....im tired wif tis....i thinking should i go work after my stpm or continue it to uni??if i go uni...can they affort it??but if i straight away go work after stpm....how much is my salary??i should go where work??wat should i work as???oh gosh....tis is very annoying....my bro not sure next year he wanna continue his study to form 6 or college....if he wanna go college....sure my parents have to pay the expensive fee for him...if i go uni and plus the home loan some more....omg....that is very heavy to them...my parents are old already...haiz...
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今天心情不太好耶!!我有一个朋友因为一些小事情而生气我了....甚至骂我'terrible'...他不知那句话伤我有多深 吗?他的一举一动使到我很痛心...为何每次都要我先低头?难道他们可以拿我在乎他们的权力而胡乱对我发脾气吗?这样对我公平吗?或许他说的对我是一个 terrible的人...不知是他变了还是我变了...我想我已经没有面目跟他们交朋友了... -.- 朋友们如果我以前做过对不起或伤害了你们的事,我在此向你们说声抱歉...请你们原谅我巴!我并不是故意要伤害你们的....抱歉真的很抱歉..... -.-
sch holiday had over eh....today i get back my exam papers...hmm....the result not rili good eh...but still pass lar....i think i fail 2 subjects only... XD compare to last test...it is much much better....coz last test i had failed all my subjects...hehe...
these few day i cant sleep eh....shi mian o...altought im very tired....still cant sleep one eh...mayb is too stress jor... >.<>.< anybody can teach me cheer ppl up geh skill?i wanna learn it eh...i dont hope my fren owez like tat...i wan them happy happy...~owez moody not good eh...anyway...i hope my fren who got problem can tell me..n i will try my best to help u... ^^ love u all~ muakss ^^
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doink...today is sunday....i went shopping wif my family....i bought quite many things eh...then 4.00++pm only had my lunch... XD my mom tonite din cook dinner eh..they eat goh zong as dinner....but i din eat....an apple as my dinner tonite...hehe....but gastric...suddenly feel moody too....but when i wan find somebody chat wif me..all gone... -.- i feel wanna cry now...am i rili very annoying??am i owez bothering ppl??? >.< i rili like to pretend meh???i am a cheap girl???sometimes i pretend juz dont wan they worry ma...don they understand me???is tis oso wrong???it is unfair to me....it was like i do anything oso wrong.... -.-
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juz now i had read a story....it can said is a novel...an online novel...coz it is very very very long eh...who interest in it can go tis website
http://myweb.hinet.net/home8/q030723087/feeling2
but tats a chinese story...the writer write it in chinese...so it is only for those who noe chinese....
well...yesterday nite i dreamed....it can said is a nightmare...i dreamed when i get back my exam paper....all the answer are wrong....*sigh* wat i have to do if it is really happen??should i cry???if tat rili happen i dont think i dare to talk to my frens and my family again....i feel shame on me....y ppl study and i oso study...ppl can pass it and i fail it???*sigh* i dont wan be pandang rendah eh...but i rili already tried my best in it.... -.- somebody help me...last time ppl told me study form 6 very hard one....but i dont believe...i tot it is only like study form 5....but now i noe...it is rili hard...study form 6 is very stress...im worry bout my stpm result now....will i fail in stpm???if i failed it how???go college???but college's fee very expensive....i don think my parents can effort it... -.- i cant think bout my future now...i cant see anything bout my future...my future is bright or dark??wats my ambitious???my family keep ask me...after stpm wanna take wat course...but everytime i oso cant answer their question...*sigh*
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wa....holilday very bored eh....nth to do one.... >.< wanna do revision but kinda no mood...coz juz finish exam...feel wanna let my brain rest a while....hehe...
hmmm.....juz now i checked my mail...then somebody wrote something bout me at lovehappen there....erm...tat was something like testi....here is wat he wrote :
[wat makes her great.... she is rili concern about her frens...rili care about others...n dun like to hurt ppl (internalie)... im sure.. if she got bf.. she will nver giv e disappointment.. coz..in my mind.. she is a good girl (sincerely) what's she rili like....? hmm... well..i dun know how to say this..lol..but.. at least i said about the past 3laine...:) have a nice day!]
*sigh* wat do he mean by the 'past elaine'...?did i changed already??did i changed to a bad girl, not concern bout by frens, not care bout others, n like to hurt ppl??? *sigh* i noe i shouldn't care wat he said...but....i still dont understand y he wanna said 'past elaine'... -.-
actually recently there are many things bothering me....but i din told my frens...hehe....coz i dont wanna bother them too...they got their own problem....i already gave them many trouble....so i dont wan do it anymore... XD thanz for ur hands while im in trouble my frens....love u all owez..muaks... ^^
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